(THIS IS TOO LONG I’M SO SORRY)
After 4 long months, I came back to SL. This is the first time since then that I’ve touched my pc. Firstly, I’d like to apologize deeply to all my past sponsors. I know it was extremely irresponsible of me to just simply disappear from everything. I ignored my blog, I ignored the deadlines, I ignored it all. And now, I’m going to try to explain what happened. I’m tagging here all my past sponsors to properly apologize for my misbehavior :c
Maybe I shouldn’t be getting so personal but I really need to explain what happened. 4 months ago, my boyfriend of almost 3 years broke up with me. Prior to this, my mental health was already declining A LOT, and I was forcing myself to keep up blogging, When the break up happened, something went wrong inside of my head. I fell deep in depression, I avoided my pc like the plague, I didn’t touch it for 4 whole months ><.I was absolutely sure I would never come back to SL because I thought it was totally ruined for me, I messed up with so many stores I didn’t think I could go back.
But recently, with great help of my family and friends, I’m feeling good for the first time in a long while, and I noticed how much I missed SL, how much I missed blogging! To be honest, the time I took off everything really helped me mentally, and it was actually necessary. I needed that time to heal.
With that said, I need to apologize.
To my followers, I’m so sorry I didn’t leave any warning that I was going on hiatus. It was wrong of me, really wrong, but like I said, I avoided my pc like crazy haha and I thought I wouldn’t be coming back anyway… but here I am >_< Sorry eveyone!
To my past sponsors (and the current few that didn’t kick me out), it was to you that I acted wrongly the most. I’m so so so sorry, to each one of you. I was careless, I should have been professional right? But like I said, at the moment I just wasn’t thinking. But, to all of you: I respect you and your work so much. I promise you I always took my "job" as a blogger really seriously, and even still, I’ve disrespected you all ignoring my deadlines 🙁 I know it will be difficult to trust me again, I’m very aware of that! But I hope that one day, you all amazing creators, can forgive me and maybe trust me with your items again.
You all have my word that something like this will not happen again! I’ll promise to be more responsible and bring beautiful pics to you!
ALSO DISCLAIMER: I haven’t send ANY applications to ANY of the stores I was a blogger for, so if you received any from me, it was made automatically by my blogotex, and it happened to a lot of stores. I’d never send an app if I have nothing to offer to you! >< Sorry for that trouble too.
I hope that, one day, we can work together again. I promise this type of thing won’t happen anymore!
So everyone, I hope we can work together to make beautiful pictures again! I’ll try my hardest as I always did.
See ya! ^^